LaSt DaY

It's my last day here at work, at SB. I wasn't able to sleep last night because I'm so overwhelmed with the changes I am about to embark on. I feel uneasy. I am stressed out. I am scared. I feel like I am about to travel to an unknown ground. I should actually be happy because I will be moving in with my parents, and I can finalize my other plans, but I have this fear that I can't quite fathom. I'm going closer to familiar ground yet I'm uncomfortable.

I must admit, even if a lot of times I feel alone and lonely here in SB, I have made this life part of my comfort zone. I feel safe in my solitude. I feel protected. And as I move away from it, I am setting myself to vulnerability. My dreams are overwhelming me. The future scares me.